vanquished and satisfied
i soar into the abyss of destruction
clipped wings mock my flight
yet i move on since i shall not stop
is this happiness-
i am not sure
i am irredeemably ruined
in a void i find completion.
a desire so strong-
no fulfillment is necessary
though torment i find bliss
my fear is peaceful oblivion
love, lust, longing-
i know not their meaning
i know, i seek, i strive
my nemesis, my god
my saviour...and i found you-
the promise of nothingness.
the reason to live.

No comments:
Post a Comment