death wish

the contemplation of death...

is the only solace;

the only living passion left in me...

(i have always been an author of sadistic fantasies)...

And now...

Death is my beloved---the one-forever in my thoughts,

i long for his embrace.... i wish-

he would possess me in my entirety

make me a part of his entity.

i don't want any space for myself,

i desire complete annihilation.

Death,you alone can satiate me...

Come into me and fulfill me..

And if not....

then just get lost...

the way the other did

from whom i had demanded these very things.