7 love poems of a doomed affair

(1)

I loved you so -
I made a space for god in my atheist mind.
A sinking woman and her idol of straw.

(2)

Loving you is an eternal falling
    - through Alice's hole.

(3)

When you smile at me -
it's like I have taken a huge gulp of warm honey
on a cold, winter night.

(4)

I forgot to tell you -
         I have made you my reason for leaving.

And then the world ended.

(5)

An evening like this comes every hundred days.

If I could only give up all those ninety-nine days of my life,
and spend my few evenings with you.

(6)

The devil dwells in your eyes.
No wonder you are unaware
that your eyes say something different.
Than you.

(7)

Let me end with a lie this false love of mine -
I do not love you.